Left, Right or Both?
Just because I don't blog at 3AM doesn't mean something is wrong... :) It is almost 3PM, I am just a few hours late.
I think that I don't know what I am thinking... I am not sure if I want what I want. I am starting to second guess my decision (the internet pictures certainly didn't help much) and I am thinking that maybe I should be conservative and just get the lumpectomy, deal with the radiation, and if the cancer comes back, then deal with it again.
So... again I am waiting for a call back from the doctor. I am usually not this "wishy-washy", I normally decide what I want and do it, but I think this deserves a little more attention. At first I thought that breast cancer treatment was pretty straight forward, but I am finding that to be a false assumption. There are many different ways to treat it, and although I do appreciate input from friends, in the long run I have to do what is best for me. This time, I think I deserve that. If I make the wrong decision, it won't be the first time.
I think that I don't know what I am thinking... I am not sure if I want what I want. I am starting to second guess my decision (the internet pictures certainly didn't help much) and I am thinking that maybe I should be conservative and just get the lumpectomy, deal with the radiation, and if the cancer comes back, then deal with it again.
So... again I am waiting for a call back from the doctor. I am usually not this "wishy-washy", I normally decide what I want and do it, but I think this deserves a little more attention. At first I thought that breast cancer treatment was pretty straight forward, but I am finding that to be a false assumption. There are many different ways to treat it, and although I do appreciate input from friends, in the long run I have to do what is best for me. This time, I think I deserve that. If I make the wrong decision, it won't be the first time.
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Wait...maybe that's not good advice.